Trusting God!!!!
I lately have found that easier said then done as the countdown gets closer and closer (only 50 days left). I have been so blessed lately by him that it blows my mind. Just the other day as I was at the hospital getting x-rays on my back and the technician brings up Thailand and starts talking about it because his wife is from their. Then like two days later I'm at Clackamas Community College and I am meeting with one of the advisers and she brings up Thailand and how her grandson works for some organization working with children at risk. These experiences blow my mind  and bring such peace each time this happens because I feel God reassuring me that this is what I am suppose to be doing. But still I forget sometimes to trust God because I get nervous and worried as the days get closer. I worry about airfare, fundraising and even just arriving in Thailand and just not fitting in. But I just remind myself that I have the God of the Universe on my side. A verse that keeps coming to mind is Proverbs 3:5 "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding". I just need to keep trusting with my whole heart because God will provide.